I really am trying to quit.
That's why I set myself a quota.
Except it's not really a quota, more of a guide.
Sometimes I make the quota, sometimes I exceed it.
But it gets harder when she asks me how many I've had.
Then it feels like I'm being forced.
And I hate being forced.
I really am trying to quit.
But I want to do it at my own pace.
Because that's the only way it's going to happen.