Torn

I feel so torn between my feelings for her, and being understanding.

She's meeting him for lunch now.

On one hand, I think she should spend more time with him because we've already been at camp for three days.

On the other hand, I guess I just feel uncomfortable about it. Not that I have any right to. And certain issues keep hovering around the back of my head.

I didn't use to be like this. Why is my mind getting so screwed up? What's wrong with me?!

Sigh.

Patience.

Time will tell.