Today was hard.

I mean, I knew it would be, but it was far harder than I thought. I simply couldn't concentrate at work today; just didn't feel like being there. Kept surfing the intranet for other things to read. It honestly felt like one of the longest days in recent memory.

Today was also the day when friends decided to tell me not to waste my time, that she probably isn't really serious about me, and that I deserve better. And some of this coming from people who actually know her.

sigh.

Everybody seems to be out to test my faith in this relationship. But I will not be shaken. I will not. Come what may, I will be patient, and I will wait.

One less day to April 1st.