Better

I've been feeling better these days. A lot better than last week, at any rate. Looking back, I really wonder how I ever spiralled that low that quickly.

I still miss her all the time, especially during the long afternoons when work gets especially boring. I'm trying to remain positive and taking that as a good sign.

Met up with my ex (and her friend) for dinner today. We didn't talk much about what I'm going through. In a way I guess I kind of avoided the topic, since she hasn't really been very encouraging about it. I know she's just trying to look out for me, but she can get a little protective sometimes. Guess it all stems back to our friendship before we got together.

Anyway, we went to Clementi and ate at a kopitiam. I saw a sign sketch pointed out to me once, which reads "Sucking Pig" (instead of suckling pig). It made me miss someof the times we had hanging out, but in a good way. Guess I really am improving.

Met my close friend later for a couple of drinks at the local pub. A little bird whispered that she might be wanting something, so we stopped by a gas station and picked it up. She was out with a few of the girls tonight, so we managed to sneak the gift to her place just before she got back.

All in all, it's been a pretty good couple of days. I just hope this mood holds up.

One month till April 1st.