so be it

i thought that even though we're not seeing each other anymore, that we'd still be friends, at least

but i guess if she doesn't want to even be friends anymore, then so be it.

i know who my true friends are...

the neighbours have been asking today why i'm so pissed, and the truth is, i hate losing a friend

but if this is the way it goes, then so be it.

she once asked whether i would hate her for whatever it was back then, and i didn't. but i do now..if you wanna play until like this, then fuck you. i'm done.

it's come to the stage where i've told my boss that if she ever comes again, i'd prefer not so serve her.

come get your shit yourself.

i'm done.

i hate myself for still loving her so much, but yeah. i'm done.

this is how it is.