...and us?

...we are still...whatever we are...

I'll take that.

Maye it's time...

For one of the few times in my life, I find myself asking:
Am I wrong?
Have I done something terrible?
Was it a mistake from the start?

G said, in his typical manner,
"Congrats, dude. You won; you got the girl."

Then why do I feel like such an asshole?

You'll never be good enough for her.
You'll never be able to mean as much as he does.
You'll never be more than a shoddy replacement.

Maybe it's time you came to accept that, dumbass.
It's your just reward.

...you're worth everything...

Perhaps someday you may feel the same way about me as you do about him.
Perhaps.

Till then, all I can do is be there for you.
Till then, all I can do is smile through the pain.
Till then, I'll still be right here waiting.